This is the journey of one control freak wife and one gentle spirited husband as they seek to balance their

roles in their home
and bring an extra measure of joy to their already happy marriage.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

don't let him read!

"What are you doing?"    "Posting something on my blog.  I'm finished though."  I tried to put the laptop away.

"May I read it?"    "You want to read it now?"  "Sure!"    Oh, crap! 

"Why the interest?"  "Just curious I guess, particularly after seeing the look on your face.  Do you not want me to?  You told me previously that I could read it whenever I wanted."

Don't let him read it!  "You're right I did.  Here you go."  Oh, crap! 

Tick, tock....tick, tock....tick, tock

"You really feel like I'm purposely trying to find other things to do besides spank you?"    "Yeh, it feels that way to me." 

"I told you that we were going to get back on track."    "I know, but it just seemed like it was starting to get pushed off to the next night and then the next night after that.  I just don't want to go back to before.  I loved what we had established."  "I loved it too." 

"You were kind of harsh in that post, but you're right about one thing, I need to do it already and ordinary maintenance won't cut it.  Gather up all of the implements and head over to the office. Don't take off any clothes until I get there."    Oh, crap!

I was pretty nervous as I sat there waiting for him. It had been almost a month since he had me go to the office.  I knew I was in for a long, hard spanking.

"We have a lot to make up for. We're going to start off with your pants on, and I will handle any disrobing from there.  We'll discuss your behavior while you are over my knee instead of the pre-confession. Get over my lap."   

Thirty-five minutes later I was completely naked, my bottom was fire-engine red from being spanked with every implement we own including a couple of Steve's creative use of things in our office, my face was puffy from crying during corner times, and I felt restored.  

"I've missed you."  "I've missed you to.  I promise I will try harder not to let this slip like this again, but life is going to get in our way sometimes; try not to get so frustrated."    "I'll try."

"You better say something nice about me on your next post."    "I promise I will."

Steve is the best husband in the whole wide world, and I wouldn't want to be married to anyone else. :) 


  1. It looks like you found a way to get his attention whether it was consciously or subconsciously....good for you....hope you're back on track now...sometimes you just have to hit them upside the head with a two x four...or a laptop!!

  2. Yayyyy!!! You finally got it. That last sentence did sound a bit forced I know you meant every word. :)
    Keep on keeping on.

  3. K's sweetie - How ironic that you mentioned a two x four! I haven't had a chance to blog about what happened yesterday yet, but preview...lumber is involved.

    Bonnie-jo - Yeh, I was in need of a good bottom-warming and I got it. Gee, you mean I didn't sound 100% sincere at the end? Alas, I was. ;)

  4. I'll be waiting patiently for the "lumber story".....

  5. Owie! (covers eyes) Im glad my hubby doesn't read my blog! Especially what I called him today! LOL